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Seeking Solace

by Giant Bird

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Mr. Spaceman 05:10
Mr. Spaceman Can you bring me back something to believe in Mr. Spaceman Can you tell me why everybody's leavin Where did the time go slowly i'll grow old slowly i'll decompose so why not sell my soul i've been sittin here huffin and heavin while my lungs go dark like a demon and my heart grows cold like a heathen maybe this'll give me some sense of reason feel my fingers locked in place medusa looked me in the face she said son it'll be okay just go and pray just go and pray Mr. Spaceman Can you bring me back something to believe in Mr. Spaceman Can you tell me why everybody's leavin Mr. Spaceman I know we don't really talk but Mr. Spaceman dont draw around me with chalk Where did the time go Mr. Spaceman Mr. Spaceman
2.
I hear a weird sound Something bad's about to happen if I fall asleep right now. My body's shaking on its own, gotta breathe slow, four, seven, eight, till the panic gets low See my brain is a mess and I don't know what's wrong with it, Don't have the funds to get a test so I guess I'm gonna run with it, have fun with it, I'm done with it, and maybe one day I'll be able to say I am one with it It's a struggle sometimes when I feel like my mind is playin tricks on me, throwin kicks on me when I'm down low, but I think I'll be fine cause I'm boutta smoke feel my head spinnin, hear the clock tickin feel the weed hittin while I'm flickin off the ash
3.
I feel the wind blowing Makin the trees flow and sway as the dog starts to bark. I feel a lightness inside of my mind that begins as the lighter sparks My senses, they tingle as I sing a jingle of celebrating transdermally and everything falls into place, nothing around me could be as bad as yesterday Cause yesterday, you dropped your chicken on the floor, you pinched your finger in the door, and then you stubbed your toe and the day before, you made another small mistake your body's got another ache and your parents are mad again I feel a chill growing Inside my room as the owls sound after dark I feel a lightness inside of my mind that begins as the lighter sparks The sounds that surround me, the essence of beauty, the feeling of playing my guitar and everything falls into place nothing around me could be as bad as yesterday Cause yesterday your stomach hurt again you lost another friend and you made another foe and the day before, you had way too much to drink your body's almost on the brink but you're still ready to go I feel the wind blowing I feel a chill growing, The feeling of playing my guitar.
4.
Synergy 03:01
I feel your heart beating against my arm, I see a tear in your eye in the dark. "what's on your mind? is there anything I can do to help you pass the time?" And when evening meets with the night, and when the nights covered by the sunlight, I'll be right here. I have a pain in my head when I wake, Till you help me find the source of the ache, You ask, "are you alright? Is there anything I can do to help you pass the time?" And when evening meets with the night, and when the nights covered by the sunlight, I know you're here.
5.
Dreaming 05:06
I walk into every moment, not knowing how a moment works. I talk like I think I know it, but then I fall over every step. I don't like my life. I try to believe I'm something, but then intrudes a voice inside. I'll lie, in this bed exhausted but when I do, its on my mind. I don't like my life as a kid, I always dreamed scary dreams, I was full of fear. Now as I've grown, these dreams still haunt me, into a place that I don't wanna go, I don't like my life. But someday I will dream in peace and you can join me if you please land we were promised at birth a happy place on this green earth So join me, as we go downstream in this river of our forgotten dreams. and we will reminisce, while we get high and we'll get through, we will get by that is my dream.
6.
It's a beautiful day, for once the grass isn't grey and when I spilled my drink this morning, I just brushed it away. I've got my favorite shirt on, no one can get in my way, and when somebody asks "how are you?" I will no what to say I'm doing okay I looked in the mirror, I don't feel ugly for once, I don't feel like I'm disgusting and I don't feel like a dunce I don't feel bad about the past, like the year that I flunked, I was feeling a lot and I guess the stress won. But it's a beautiful day Forget all the sadness, I'll ride this wave to the grave, I'm tired of feeling like I need to be saved. I'll get up tomorrow and hope I still feel the same, But soon I'll remember I haven't beaten this game.
7.
I know it's hard to feel so weak in a world so dark I know you're tired, its hard to breathe on this journey you've embarked but soon you'll feel whole, you'll be one with your soul you won't always want to die but for now just know just know It's your anxiety It's their anxiety it's my anxiety I know it's hard to feel so week, in a world so dark it's hard to see but when the sun comes up I know you'll see it too and when the birds start singing they'll be singing you a tune and when the waves calm down, we can all start floating through and when the fire goes out we'll be be breathing again real soon

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released July 10, 2021

Recorded In My Bedroom

All Credits: Fidel Alejandro Vasquez

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Fidel Vasquez, a.k.a Giant Bird, is an independent solo artist based in Siler CIty, North Carolina..

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